So while I await what will happen (see last post), life goes on. Thank you for all your kind words and prayers. I dearly love you all. We have such a great blogging community, don't we?? We might not meet face to face, but we are here for each other. Thick and thin. Good or bad. Happy or sad. We sit behind our keyboards, our smart phones, our tablets. And we read, we comment, we pray, we worry, we laugh. We are united.
A few of us are lucky and have met fellow bloggers. I've met four and I've been richly blessed by meeting them face to face.
I tell a "stranger" things I might not tell my own family. I pour out my heart through the keyboard and you guys LOVE me and SUPPORT me and say you will be there for me and I know you will.
I love God's timing even when it doesn't make sense. I got transferred to another account at work last week. I have to relearn things, different format, different terminology. I have less time to stew and a lot of time to try to get it right and do what I'm supposed to do. What was once effortless is a bit of a stretch now to produce what I need to produce. It has made me focus less on what is going on and more on work production for the hours I'm "chained" to the keyboard.
Truly I am chained to it. Paid production. I must produce if I'm going to be paid. Every time I take my hands off that keyboard during my shift, I'm losing money. I don't take phone calls unless it is family members and then I limit my time on the calls unless it is an emergency. I don't take other calls and door to door salesmen rarely get more than 3 words from me. Though I did have a salesman the other day trying to sell solar and then had the audacity to look at his cell phone the whole time he was talking to me. I don't think he's closing the deal with us..... Just saying......
In other news, life does go on and we will survive. We will trust, we will wait in expectation. We won't give up.
What is the alternative if we do?
I'm not sure I want to know what that is.
So amid the tears and the pain, we continue on.
Each and everyone of us.
Because that is what we do.
I love you all.